Something happened to me lately that has changed my life. I want to share it as I believe it may help others who have faced similar issues to me. A couple of months ago I was diagnosed with ADHD.
I have struggled with anxiety and depression since I was a child. I had been going through a particularly bad period of anxiety and was recommended a psychotherapist by a good friend. Whilst talking to her she asked if I’d ever been assessed for ADHD.
“No. I don’t have ADHD” I replied.
“Why do you say that?”
“Well, I’m not hyperactive”
She explained that it doesn’t always manifest in hyperactivity, particularly in adult women.
She asked if I’d be assessed even just to rule it out. According to her the treatment she’d offer me would differ based upon whether I had it or not.
So, anyway, I went to my GP. The first GP I spoke to told me to increase my anti-depressants as it’s just anxiety and the waiting lists for assessments are really long. When I told my therapist about this she suggested that I might want to persevere. So, I went back and saw a different GP at the practice who was incredibly supportive. He listened to what my therapist had suggested in terms of possible symptoms. He agreed that it was worth investigating and referred me to my local mental health team for assessment.
After a few months the assessment day arrived. I went along still thinking I was ruling this out. The assessment involved an hour and a half of questions and tests. As the questions came I had a really strange sensation that these questions had been written just for me. It was like they were describing my personality. They looked at my school reports which always described me as a chatterbox who distracted other pupils and was “bright but careless”. They asked abut all areas of my life; family history, relationships, work, leisure, hobbies.
At the end of the assessment I was told I have combined ADHD. In other words I have problems paying attention and controlling impulses. I also have issues with mental hyperactivity – it’s hard to switch off my brain.
After the initial shock I started to feel relief at a sense of recognition. Much of what I have struggled with can be explained by my ADHD. I’d always felt that there was something wrong, now I knew what it was I could do something about it.
I was prescribed medication which I started soon after diagnosis. I was reluctant at first but the nurse explained that I needed a rest after 54 years of coping with this condition. It has been exhausting, I must admit.
The first day I took the medication it was pretty amazing. I felt like time had slowed down for me and I could get things done. I can focus on things more clearly and I’m less likely to procrastinate. I loose things less, I can relax more easily. My partner, Jo, has also noticed changes. I’m calmer, happier and less irritable than before.
I have been thinking about writing this post for a while. should I? Shouldn’t I? I know it’s a very personal subject but I feel that it’s important to share. I have already discovered 4 or 5 people I know also have ADHD. Most of them are in the creative industries. It seems that we are attracted to design-based jobs. And computers are a bit of a god-send for anyone with ADHD as they offer an endless source of excitement and problem-solving for us to hyper-focus on.
In terms of my work, I’ve always had difficulty getting things finished and maintaining attention to detail. Now I understand why that is and I can stop battling against it. Instead, I can find ways to work to my strengths.
For my friends and family, it explains why I have a need to lock myself away and hyper focus on my work. And why I find social situations extremely difficult (surprising for those who have always thought of me as an extrovert). I’m hoping I can find ways to get out and about a bit more.
Anyway, I plan to write more about this subject as I discover more. I hope that sharing this will help some other people who may be struggling unecessarliy. I don’t plan to stay on medication forever. Once I’ve had a rest I want to explore other ways of helping my symptoms and I’ll share my successes and failures here.
Please get in touch if you have anything to contribute but please focus on support. At this point I don’t really want to enter into debates about whether or not ADHD exists. All I can say is that I definitely have issues that have been helped enormously from the treatment I am getting from my therapist and the ADHD team. I am very grateful to them for getting me here.
If you recognise any of this as being you or are worried about a friend or family member, there’s a self test you can do. If it comes up with a high score, take the test and results along to your GP. There’s also a separate test for women and girls as their symptoms tend to be different.
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In this tutorial, Angie Taylor demonstrates how to use the amazing width tool in Adobe illustrator on line art. Use the width tool to create variety in your line work.
Angie’s new course, After Effects expressions for Premiere Pro editors is available now. You can watch the Welcome movie here.
Expressions is an advanced feature of After Effects that many editors shy away from. The perception is that you need to be good at scripting to be able to use them, but this isn’t the case. Some basic expressions are easy to apply using simple point-and-click methods.
Many of these basic expressions are easy to use and can be really useful to editors for adding randomness to animation or effect settings or for linking properties together to synchronize animated elements or colors in an integrated design, even making effects react to music.
After Effects Expressions for Premiere Pro editors is a creative real-world, project-based workshop. In this workshop, editors will take a basic Premiere Pro edit and bring it to life using After Effects expressions and dynamic link. Each stage of the project is dealt with in separate sections and concepts are broken down into manageable chunks within each section. This workshop will take a fairly standard edit for an online video ad, and it will add animation, cohesive design, and pizzazz to make it really stand out.
Topics include randomizing effect properties to create camera shake effects, linking color and light properties to audio, creating disco light effects, synchronizing color and other design elements to update automatically, and looping keyframes to create a lightning strike effect. You’ll also find out about some nasty gotchas to avoid while working with expressions. So, what are you waiting for? Jump in and get started with After Effects Expressions for Premiere Pro Editors.
Creating 3D fire in After Effects
If your budget doesn’t stretch to pricey plug-in filters you can use the native effects to create fantastic 3D fire in After Effects. Read my article in Digital Arts about how to achieve this. The tutorial features a step-by-step guide that’s easy to follow.
After Effects includes built-in particle filters you can use in your projects. Although they are not as powerful as some of the specialist 3D particle filters (like Trapcode’s amazing Particular plug-in), you can use them to achieve fairly convincing animations of natural phenomena such as fire, smoke, rain and dust.
All you need is patience and a natural affinity for tweaking sliders. In this tutorial, Angie Taylor shows you how to create fire, smoke effects and 3D rocks, all using After Effects’ built-in 3D particle filters, to create part of the title sequence for animation, Hellwoman, a spoof of the movie Hellboy.
Decking design wins gold!
Home Counties entered the awards. In this picture the design wins gold award in the Domestic Above-Ground Pool category at the third European Pool & Spa Awards. Hosted by the European Union of Swimming Pool and Spa Associations (EUSA), the award had stiff competition from across the continent.
Craig Trusson (pictured, far left), who co-owns Home Counties with his wife, Gil, was ecstatic to receive such a high honor. “We are thrilled with our European win,” he gushed. “To be highlighted in the EUSA awards alongside such strong competition across Europe is a significant acknowledgement for our company and our entire team.”
The winning installation was eligible for the award having previously taken the gold at the British Pool & Hot Tub Awards.
EUSA represents over 3,000 swimming pool and spa companies across Europe; a panel of top industry professionals from EUSA’s membership juried the awards, which were handed out in Barcelona earlier this month. The organization was founded in 2006 to promote unity among the members of the wet leisure industry across Europe.
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Angie is a motion graphic designer with over thirty years experience, working in the film and television industry. She has written several books, articles and video training courses about creative software applications and motion graphic design.
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Anyone can follow step-by-step tutorials but we don’t believe that this “watch and follow” technique is the best approach for learning software – it doesn’t cultivate confidence. Our aim is to get you to a stage where you use the software intuitively.
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All levels of experience are catered for. You can choose from pre-designed training courses that cover all levels of user from beginners to advanced power-users.
The best way to master any software application is to go through a process of problem-solving on your own projects. Together, you and your trainer will work out the best approach to get the results you want from the software.
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Angie Taylor is your trainer, she loves nothing better than helping her clients figure out the techniques they need to achieve their design goals. She believes in building your knowledge and confidence by showing you inspiring examples and encouraging you to work out the best methods to adopt. You can see examples of Angie’s training here on the Videos page.
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I’m happy to announce that my new course, Creating Project Templates with After Effects is now online and ready for viewing. If you have a Lynda.com subscription you can watch the entire course for free. If you don’t then I have a special discount code to give you ten whole days of free viewing. Just send me a message via the Contact page get your free code.
Here’s an example movie from this course. This tutorial teaches you how to understand the five parameters for the wiggle expression. If you have no clue what I’m talking about then you may want to follow my course on After Effects Expressions first.
About this course
Mograph designers and artists are always looking for new templates—and they’re often willing to pay for them. Building template-based projects in After Effects is also a great way to earn extra income while improving your design skills.
In this course, you’ll create a working project template in After Effects and prepare it for sale. You’ll learn how to build the project from flexible shape layers and text layers, adding some effects along the way.
You’ll also find out how to set up the project to make it easy for other designers to make changes to the color, text, and animation, and customize the project to suit their needs. I’ll also shows the best ways to save and package template projects for web delivery or for submission to Adobe’s Creative Cloud Market.
- Coming up with project ideas
- Planning projects
- Building backgrounds
- Creating graphical animated elements
- Formatting text
- Structuring the project with controller layers
- Working with color
- Optimizing projects
- Making templates easy for others to use
- Packaging your template project
- Selling your projectDuration: